I'm not drifting away...
Am I drifting away? If you are a believer of Jesus, you may have asked this question to yourself at least once in your Christian life. If you haven't, oh well I have... Wasn't easy to have felt that way... I had to check, recheck, and recheck again my heart --- analyze my thoughts, my ways, how I think, how I respond, my feelings ... have done all those stuff... I had to watch several theologians about --- I don't even have a term to this season... I like the title of John Piper's book, " When I don't desire God " ... and yes, I should fight for joy. But how? As per John MacArthur, if you doubt your salvation, then probably you're really not saved at all! Oh, that hurts. Was I not saved? Was I "self-deceived"? I don't want to believe that. But MacArthur said, too, it's better to know now than feel good and not know --- there'll be an eternal consequence. Piper also said, stop analyzing ... and look at the finished work of Chris...