Cast and Carry

I remember two years ago when I attended 1st encounter retreat in Pampanga. It was one of the most amazing experiences in my life. I finally understood what it is to be a real follower of Jesus. And so I publicly declare my faith through water baptism... That was MY decision. I never asked for anyone's approval --- not even my mom's. I believe that following Jesus should be a personal verdict, it's between me and God and no one else. And so I texted nanay and told her excitedly that I was baptized. The only words I got from her was, "ambilis mo naman magdesisyon." That made me eager to show her the changes in me, so she might see Jesus in me --- yes, I was too eager to be a living testimony for my whole family. Never did I forced them to attend Sunday worships. And I tried to do it in my own strength, and I kept on failing. But God has been so faithful to me. I learned to depend on Him, and I learned to admit that I am nothing without Him --- that I cannot do...