Am very inspired by her story. So I asked for her permission so I can share it with you. I know +mamayuxx personally, and I always pray for her baby.
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It
was never an accident. And it never crossed my mind to treat you like
one of those few things that I regret doing in my whole life. I never
treated you as one of those heart-breaking tragedies in my life na kala
ko hindi ko kayang lampasan. Ni hindi ko inisip na ipagpalit ka sa kahit
anong opportunity na dumating at dadating pa sa buhay ko.
Minsan naiisip ko, sana pwede na lang balikan ang mga nangyari noon, para hindi nawala yung mga bagay na dapat meron pa ko ngayon. But for a second thought, kung pwede lang yun, eh di sana wala ka ngayon sa buhay ko. Eh di sana walang mabigat ngayon sa tiyan ko. But that all would worth all the things that I chose to give up makuha ka lang. I would give up everything I have now just to secure you. I would give up everything that I can get tomorrow just to make sure you'll be safe.
We're planning about you eversince our hearts were melted and drowned with nothing but feelings. It was a big plan, it was so big that I have to think of everything before I decided to go for it. You're part of that plan na I would never ever think that would teach me the greatest lesson in my entire life.
Three months more, Von, you'll be part of this billion-populated Earth. You know what's the greatest thing? Hindi lang si Mommy ang naghihintay sayo. There's Lolo, Lola, Tito's and Tita's, Ninongs and Ninangs, mga pinsan mo, at marami pang iba. Those people whom we'd never expect to love us will be there till the end.
It'll be hard, Bebi, aaminin ni Mommy sayo yun ngayon pa lang. I decided to write this ngayon pa lang, at least may practice na ko para ipaliwanag sayo kung anong mga nangyari saken, at mangyayari saten if ever once nakakaintindi't nakakabasa ka na. Well, hope Facebook's still kicking in that time, though. I know you will grow healthy, matalino, at higit sa lahat, walang itatanim na any grudge or hatred to the person/s who hurt us. Everything, everyone has their own reason kaya nagagawa nila yung mga bagay. In this case, I know Daddy would have a super great reason kaya nangyari to. You'll understand in time, I'm sure.
Kahit naman wala si Daddy, never think that I'll take you for granted. I'll give you all that I can as much as I could. Paglalaban pa kita ng patayan sa kahit kanino pang tao sa mundo pag nakanti ka. Kahit ikamatay ni Mommy, hinding hindi kita ibibigay nor ipapahiram kahit kanino.
Pero this thing I will promise to you, even until my last breath. MOMMY WILL LOVE YOU GAZILLION TIMES MORE THAN ANY PERSON COULD LOVE YOU. Mommy will love you everyday, every hour, every minute, every second, tapos every maliliit pang seconds! Ganun ka kamahal ni Mommy even before I saw you in my first ultrasound with Daddy. Even you're future girlfriends, your friends, anyone could never ever top that. Kahit mag-isa ako, you will never feel na may kulang, na may nawala kang isang tao sa buhay mo.
I love you so much, Von, my son, my lifetime boyfriend, MY EVERYTHING. See you in three months! :]
Waiting to crush you with hugs and kisses,
Mommy loves"
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6-month old fetus in Maru's womb
"THREE MONTHS MORE, CARLISLE VON PATRICK! :)
Minsan naiisip ko, sana pwede na lang balikan ang mga nangyari noon, para hindi nawala yung mga bagay na dapat meron pa ko ngayon. But for a second thought, kung pwede lang yun, eh di sana wala ka ngayon sa buhay ko. Eh di sana walang mabigat ngayon sa tiyan ko. But that all would worth all the things that I chose to give up makuha ka lang. I would give up everything I have now just to secure you. I would give up everything that I can get tomorrow just to make sure you'll be safe.
We're planning about you eversince our hearts were melted and drowned with nothing but feelings. It was a big plan, it was so big that I have to think of everything before I decided to go for it. You're part of that plan na I would never ever think that would teach me the greatest lesson in my entire life.
Three months more, Von, you'll be part of this billion-populated Earth. You know what's the greatest thing? Hindi lang si Mommy ang naghihintay sayo. There's Lolo, Lola, Tito's and Tita's, Ninongs and Ninangs, mga pinsan mo, at marami pang iba. Those people whom we'd never expect to love us will be there till the end.
It'll be hard, Bebi, aaminin ni Mommy sayo yun ngayon pa lang. I decided to write this ngayon pa lang, at least may practice na ko para ipaliwanag sayo kung anong mga nangyari saken, at mangyayari saten if ever once nakakaintindi't nakakabasa ka na. Well, hope Facebook's still kicking in that time, though. I know you will grow healthy, matalino, at higit sa lahat, walang itatanim na any grudge or hatred to the person/s who hurt us. Everything, everyone has their own reason kaya nagagawa nila yung mga bagay. In this case, I know Daddy would have a super great reason kaya nangyari to. You'll understand in time, I'm sure.
Kahit naman wala si Daddy, never think that I'll take you for granted. I'll give you all that I can as much as I could. Paglalaban pa kita ng patayan sa kahit kanino pang tao sa mundo pag nakanti ka. Kahit ikamatay ni Mommy, hinding hindi kita ibibigay nor ipapahiram kahit kanino.
Pero this thing I will promise to you, even until my last breath. MOMMY WILL LOVE YOU GAZILLION TIMES MORE THAN ANY PERSON COULD LOVE YOU. Mommy will love you everyday, every hour, every minute, every second, tapos every maliliit pang seconds! Ganun ka kamahal ni Mommy even before I saw you in my first ultrasound with Daddy. Even you're future girlfriends, your friends, anyone could never ever top that. Kahit mag-isa ako, you will never feel na may kulang, na may nawala kang isang tao sa buhay mo.
I love you so much, Von, my son, my lifetime boyfriend, MY EVERYTHING. See you in three months! :]
Waiting to crush you with hugs and kisses,
Mommy loves"
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